MY FIRST BONDAGE HOOD

The first time i decided to put bondage hood was hot summer night and i was just a visitor of an island close to France. I always wanted to experience the real touch of a man, that totaly control my body and feel what i really need.  They say, the moment just before the pleasure, the human‘s body changes. It happens somehow from inside. As you are preparing to be born again… Once you explore the world of fetish masks, you realize you can have real freedom on your emotions and desires and in the same time to provide the pleasure to the men next to you.

People know me as a powerful and indipendent woman. My profession as a broker doesn‘t allow me to show any weakness. Because of my strong personality, my partner always prefer to let me be the leader in our sexsual life. I was feeling like i control everything and i am lost somehow in a power i don‘t want to have. I already had secret thoughts about putting a leather mask but i was scared what his reaction would be.

I think there is two states of the body like there is two states of the soul-pain and enjoyment. Enjoyment is the smooth movement of the soul…And the pain is the sharp.The nuclear bomb, that you have no warning for…The bondage hood can give you both of it and provide you a pleasure that you have tried to imagine but you never really had. When me and my boyfriend arrived for a holiday in that small french island i already had fetish mask i brought from internet website. I thought to myself that here is the place to remove my every day life mask and put the real one i want to wear- a leather mask of my uncovered weakness. I think at that time he already knew something bothers me because everytime we‘ve kissed i was turning my head like i want to say something but i can‘t. For men is not very usual thing women to have fetish desires like that. My boyfriend is very traditional lover and he was always very jentle to me, so i was realy scered what his reaction would be when i share with him that i want to be his slave. But on that island we were surounded only by water, we didn‘t know anyone, and noone knew who we are- it was just the two of us and we could have the real pleasure we never had.

It was realy hot in the small cottage we have rent. I was waiting for him to come back from the harbour with cold bottle of Prosseco. The leather mask was hidden in a grey shoes box. I holded my breath and took off my clothes. My face desired the fetish mask like it belongs to it. I have felt freedom so many times but now i wanted to give it in his hands. I was looking myself in thevmirrorvand i was looking to the surrendor i always wanted to be.

The next thing i remember is how he just entered into the room and droped the bottle. He followed my body with his eyes. The black leather mask that covered my face, didn‘t allow me to speak. I was just looking through the small wholes and making steps back to the bed. I think in that very moment he knew i am in his arms. The way he never had me.

To proove that enjoyment is the ultimate good, serves the fact that we have been unconsciously drawn from the bondage hood and by reaching it, we are looking for nothing more. It can give us the choice who we want to be. To open the real us to the man or woman we trust and desire. That night in the small island he came quietly into my room and read my needs. The leather mask on my face answer to his questions why in my eyes there were always need for more or sometimes less… I gave him the control and the power to be my owner. In his eyes i was the smooth movement of the soul. In mine, he was the nuclear bomb!

After that first experience using fetish mask I‘ve changed. I realized that i don‘t have to be afraid of what i dream of and what gives me pleasure if i want to be me. That, sometimes, loosing control and giving power in someone else‘s hands is the right way to provoke yourself for life. My first bondage hood let me look throught the kaleidoscope arranging my desires. And i knew where I am going, under the leadership of his strong hands. With the leather mask I was unlocked as spaces are open to free pasangers. Do not be afraid. You just have to cross the line.

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